reflecting

soothing like a violin sound...

Terase dow..

if you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours. if it doesn't, it never was...

quote from a dear fren of mine in facebook... ;)

sigh

seeing 2 beautiful people, so in love...

*sigh

haha

Heart crushed...

Am I really that bad?

Thank you

Who said the heart has no pain fibres? Then what am I feeling right now?

11 years....

u have been wit me... and now u gone... i feel lonely now.... u r d one who comfort me when im in a bad mood... who keeps me warm at night... sleep soundly beside me...

I am sad... I miss you... Hope u r in a better place.... No one can replace you... Love you...

Emo

Seriously, when i start to write in d middle of d night... means im really piss off!

Shit la!

Tired!

If i care too much bout people around me, i'll probably be dead by now... It's time to learn to be a bit selfish and care about my feelings more than other people...

Yes I know....

We cannot get all the things that we wanted... Yes I know that already....

But we have the right to be sad about it.... Just for a while.....

Exam passed....

It is the end of the worrying time of my life.. Tak perlu dah setiap mlm pikirkn "pass ke last result?" atau "kalau aku failed mcm mane?"

Syukur pass.. Markah pn improve.. I am too average.. My rank in the batch is only 43rd out of 114 medical students.. Though I know I could have done a lot better.. I struggled in the last block because of my laziness, personal problems (some of you might have known this) and the difficulty of memorizing millions of medical terms (last block is basically a memorizing block).. However I did my best at that time.. Yes I am a bit disappointed of myself, because my result cannot even compare with the excellent results of my best friends.. However, it makes me wanting even more to get better..

Hope I can improve a lot next block.. Really looking forward for my second year in being a medical student and hopefully become a good doctor one day...

Wish me luck!

(^^,)v

Where is my money??

Lately ni duit aku asyik melesap..

Last week bapak ak masukkan rm200, this week da abeh da...
My mom mskkan rm200 last friday..

now tinggal rm60 je.. I just can't track what i've been spending...
mama and papa, kalo baca ni, ini adelah beberape sbb duit cepat abes.. so mama n papa kene mskkan duit lg ye? thx...

Sebab utama duit abes:

1) makanan yg harga da melampau lately ni.. (betulke?)
2) kereta makan minyak (ni memang betul)
3) kawan2 (antara calon2nye ialah shahir, mus, majid, azat, huss dan ben.. hahaha)
4) photostat notes (yela x nk fail nanti)
5) shopping (oops~)

Tak Tahan........

AKU NAK MAIN DOTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X PUAS ATI!!!!!!!!!!

(>.<)

Happy (^^,) v

Pernah tak satu hari tu, rase happy gler tapi x boleh gi tau org?

Yep, hari ni ak sgt happy!!!

Bukan x nk share tp x boleh.. haha.. sry..

Family and friends pun pelik tgk ak ari ni...

Mane tak nye, terpampang muke senyum smpi ke telinga... hahah..

Cam org sengal pown ade gak ak ari ni... Kitty pown sesak nafas sbb kene peluk ngan ak..

Haiz, best nyer....

Nangis

Lelaki tak boleh nangis ke? Bagi aku asalkan jangan bwat depan orang boleh kot.. Die lagi kuat kalau boleh tahan depan orang dengan senyuman.. Kalau dah sorang2 dlm bilik tu, tak kisah la kan.. peduli sape pown.. lepaskan jela.. Tapi tu pendapat aku jela.. Aku masih tak sure majoriti pompuan ok ke kalo lelaki nangis..

Aku dengan tak malunye mengaku ari tu ade nangis kat bilik sorang2... Pergh memang time tu hati ni sakit... Sume roomate xde.. Ape lagi, lepas kn jela ape yg terpendam.. Aku lepaskn geram dekat beberape bende pn ade gak.. Haha sian.. Lepas tu aku ok da... Senyum balik dekat sume orang bile jumpe... Tapi ade gak la beberape orang yg sedar aku pura2 je... I did my best to hide it...

Tadi tu nangis yang aku tak suke... Aku pernah gak nangis sebab tengok citer... hahah.. ni memang best... Aku kalo nangis tengok citer, memang puas.. Maknenye citer tu mmg best sampai boleh ngalirkn air mate aku.. hahaha... Ni aku bwat list citer yang telah berjaya mengalirkn air mate aku..

1) Kuch Kuch Hota Hai - Citer pertame yg bwat ak nangis.. haha..

2) Hanarazaki no Kimitachi e - Aku tak tau aa nape tapi part yg last skali time Mizuki nak bla dr skola tu, sedih sangat.. haha.. Lebih2 lagi Nakatsu, yg kalah kan... Memang sedih aa.. hahaha..

3) Coffee Prince - Ni pown sedih.. Antara citer Korea yg best.. Part2 gaduh, tu memang terase la..

4) One Piece - Serius aku cakap, ni antare anime favourite aku... Ade episod2 die memang sedih.. Antara part2 yg berjaye mengalirkn air mate aku:

a) Citer mak Nami kene bunuh
b) Sanji nk berpisah ngan penjage dan kawan2 die tuk join Luffy..
c) Citer Chopper nak pisah ngan Doctorine tuk join Luffy..
d) Time Vivi tak dapat join Luffy
e) Part Usopp ngan Luffy bergaduh

5) Lovely Complex - The part where Koizumi Risa confessed and was rejected straight to her face..

6) B. O. F. - Time Jan Di x sempat bg bento kat Jun Pyo.. hahahahaha


Haha ni je la ape yg ak terpikir nak tulis... Btw, ak nangis bukan tersedu2 tau... Ngalirkan air mate je sudah... Hahahahah...

Why am i blogging?

I want to write what i feel...

If people read it, at least they can know the honest side of me and hopefully understand me better..

It is my way of sharing personal stuff to people... If you care, thank you and I love you.. If you don't care, then I don't care...

(^^,)

New blog!

This is my new blog! Same concept..

It is personal blog about my life, thinking, view, opinion and also for fun..

The old blog is no more.. Gotta move on..

Peace!